Post #38082 by hula hula on Mon, Jun 9, 2003 10:46 AM

So yeah, I've been in a real funk lately. I've been out of my house and away from my bar for 3 weeks and its killing me. The spirt of Aloha is barley trickling though my veins.(more bitchin ahead) This feels like a country song but I dont care at the moment. So My cars are acting up. which mean I not going to cali anytime soon and I miss my o'hana. The EX- is really throwing down the guilt trip these last few weeks , since she feels like she has some leverage over me or sumting. I got the just cant win blues. And so on top of this,this girl i've been seeing for a few months is just coming undon, (she kinda of tweaker) I cant stand anymore shit in my life right now. O so you thing im done bitching well your wrong, I've also had to move in with my father and his wife, which makes me fell like im in high school again, always asking where im going who im going to see, Im fucking 30yrs old! I'd get my own place but Im still paying for the old place until march and that where the ex is staying. I cant even kick her out , well maybe today i could but ususally Im just to easy going and she'd sue my for everything , since im the sol-provider, this way I only have to wait till she done wit school and gets her self set up and then Its a nice clean break. There's more. I have very limited internet axcess at the moment, so im always way behind on al tc's stuff. Vegas is such a fraud of a place ppl suck here ,they're not very friendly and no sense of i dont know unity in the forms of groups. like the so-cal'er, you all feel like family, but I have a few differnt friends of groups here and they just ouit for them selves, I've always been the type to look out for othere ppl, making sure there include or whatever, not so with pl out here, If you not there o'well , you mised out.I fucking hate every one right at the moment.

Ok my Aloha is really taking a beating, i know I'll recover and I just wnated to vent, please dont respond with stupid shit, like it'll get better. I know it will , but If you got antedotes on getting my aloha back then im all ears. Anyways that for leting me vent im a little better already.