R
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On 2007-10-26 23:04, McDougall wrote:
I started Carving Tiki's but somehow lost the taste, for carving Tikis. I have alot of ideas for other carvings and want to carve again. BUT...for some unusual reasons I have a block to get started...not that I am scared of knives and not because of all the idea I have. I know this is the wrong place but I want to carve other than Tiki right now. Anything else at all right now. I have alot of ideas but I am just torn to f$%&. Carving the Tikis got me through a God awful period in life., but I just can't carve another now.b The other thing s I want to carve are interesting to me but there is somethimg missing, a hole. I have no desire to carve a Tiki right now but want to carve.. The things a think I want to carve have no value (I belive but to myself) but I'm poor and can't spend hours pouring my life into something makes no $ and just gives no pleasure to anyone but me. I had a few drinks and am rambling, please go easy on me, I'm torn. I want to carve but have no time or money and now I question myself. Onlyu other thing I might add here is I really connect to carving, I feel it so much but also feel noone good give a $hit about my carving whether it be good or bad, Tiki or not. Is carving a lost art noone but TC regulars care abvout. Sorry for the ramble feeling a bitlike I'm done buit wish I wasn't. Now-12 hours bnefore I delets this ramble,. but if you get all what I'm saying I'd lobve an pm or email. I miss my Bong and Toa.
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